It can be really hard… really, really hard…
Sleepless nights, lots of crying, whining, and screaming (on both sides:))
Days full of “NO!” . Nights full of “Whahhh”
Constant testing, checking my limits.
No break, no eating time, no coffee time…no me-time.
But, then there is this quite moment, when we lay in bed, we sing for the hundredth time “wheels on the bus” and he gives me a hug and whispers to my ear “I love you mommy”.
And there, I’m melting, I’m crying, I’m smiling, all at once.
The love, the gratitude, the happiness in this simple moment is almost too much to take for one person.